OBS! Varning! If you're sensitive to homosexual and incest relationships please don't read this. The characters is not really bond by blood, which will be discovered in the near future.
The heavy rain was pouring down on a man’s injured body, soaking his torn shirt with water and blood. The place where the bullet had penetrated his body ached, the blood that flowed from the wound never seemed to cease. He ripped of a piece of his shirt that still was dry and pressed it against the source of the pain. How did he get into this situation? The man tried to take a deep breath to clear his mind, but the pain slowly made him lose his consciousness.
“Damn it…” He stood up against the wall and forced himself to move on, he had to get to a hospital. “I don’t wanna die…!” he whispered to himself, giving himself an order to not give up! “… not until I’ve met him again!” He stumbled, his knees began to give way, but he forced himself to keep going.”I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. DIE!” he screamed. As if it would make his body last longer in the cold, even though he had lost too much blood already.
After what seemed like forever, he finally saw the light from the city as he exited the alley, and came out in front of a high-class hotel. He stumbled once again, grasped something to make sure he didn’t fall because he knew that if he did, it all would be over. His way too short life would be over. The thing he had caught hold of was a businessman’s shoulder. The man turned around and looked at him, before shaking of his hand; as if he said: ‘it’s your own fault kid’….
Saiko tried not to think of the dream he’d dreamt last night as he walked through the door to the university he attended. Even though it scared him, there was nothing saying that it actually would happen. Maybe it was just a dream triggered by the movie he watched last night, or the yakuza-dude he often saw in the darker parts of the city. But he couldn’t stop thinking about it, or how it would continue! Would he really die from being shot, or would someone save him when they saw all the blood?
He took a deep breath and entered the room where his next class would be held. His schedule said it would be a lecture held by a man called Kaoru Nakamura, a really famous architect; Saiko was really into architecture and was a really big fan of his art. To be honest, it was actually because of this one man that he began to like it from the very beginning.
He took a seat in the front row when a man, probably in his late twenties, entered the hall and put down his books on the desk in front of the blackboard. After putting his stuff down, he wrote his name on the blackboard before he finally took a seat and looked at everyone inside of the room. Saiko opened a book and looked like he was trying to read, but to be honest was he actually glancing at the man who was sitting before him.
After a few minutes passed their eyes finally met and they kept staring at each other for what seemed like an eternity. Yet the time they looked at each other passed by too quickly. “I’m Saiko Kawasaki, a huge fan of yours.” he said and smiled toward the man, trying to keep his attention a little longer. The way the man looked at him changed somewhat. Saiko couldn’t really point it out, but there was something familiar about this man, like if they had known each other when they were younger. He couldn’t help but wonder why he recognised the look in those eyes when he said his name.
The night drew closer by every passing minute, the sun disappear and left only the stars to light up the sky that turned darker and darker. A large bonfire was lit on the beach and the light breeze from the sea made sparks fly. Next to each other, one in the arms of the other, sat two boys. But even though they didn’t resemble each other at all, it was hard to not notice that they were brothers. But the air between them, from one of them, told something else. The oldest boy had his gaze set on the other, followed his every movement. He was always watching the child, his beloved little brother.
Saiko was also looking at his brother, always looking at the older brother that he loved so much. And even though he was too tired to stay awake he really wanted to stay by his brothers side a little longer. He didn’t want to return to his mothers room just yet. He tried to hold himself awake by thinking about the day that had passed them by.
His head felt heavier and heavier and after a little while of desperately trying to keep his eyes open he admitted defeat. The warmth from his brother made him tired and he really wanted to sleep. “….oniitan…” Saiko squeezed Kaorus hand. “…tired…” The little boy mumbled really quietly so only a couple of words could be heard, but it seemed like his brother understood.
The morning sun shined on his face as he opened his eyes. He looked around and saw that his mother no longer was sleeping next to him. Saiko almost jumped out of bed to get dressed, a new day of games and playing with his brother awaited him. He rushed over to Kaorus room and found him still sleeping. A sudden curiosity awoke inside of him; what if he did the same thing to Kaoru as his mother often did to their father? What did it feel like? Saiko slowly sneaked up in Kaorus bed and crotched beside him, lowering his head slowly.
Saiko watched as his brother touched his lips over and over again, he couldn’t help but to wonder why. Had he done something wrong? He turned away his eyes from his brother, as if he were ashamed. It was then he noticed… “Oniitan! Look out, big wave!” He almost screamed and pointed in the direction of the wave that came closer. Kaoru took his hand and tried to lead him away from the beach, at the same time Saiko lost his beloved teddy-bear. “… wait, oniitan! My bear!” He pulled away and ran to get his stuffed animal.
The boy cried, Kaoru was gone. The scene where his brother got pulled out in the ocean after getting the bear back for him repeated itself over and over again. He was gone and it was Saikos fault. “Oniitan… Kaoru-oniitan…” He screamed for his brother, waited for him to come back, to say that it was just a bad joke he had pulled. But he never did.
When Saiko woke up from his nightmare he was crying and screaming his brothers name again and again… His body was all sweaty and his heartbeat was of the chords. He tried to calm himself down, saying that it was just another of those nightmares from his childhood, but even though the dreams were the same day after day it still took him over an hour until he could think clearly again. Saiko took a deep breath and felt how his pulse slowly returned to normal. “Kaoru is dead…” He whispered his older brothers name and told himself the thing he had told himself every night the last 12 years, that his brother was gone and never would return to him. But still, even though so many years had passed, he hoped for his brothers return more than anything else. And he knew, as if he was phychic, that his brother still was alive somewhere out there.
Okay then fans! The new story will be called “To me you’re the world” and as the previous story it will be based on the relationship between Saiko and Kaoru.
The change in the story will be, I know it’s a little spoiler, that after Saiko finds Kaoru, Saiko will be taken to Kaoru’s household for work and…. well, his chores is not what you expect from a normal 18 year-old guy. So no sex-scene until they’ve moved into the Nakamura-groups nest. To bad for you guys!
Okay, for you who didn’t check the spoiler, here’s some new information that you too can take part of. I will introduce some new characters and in this post I will also post the new information on the main-characters, that is to say Saiko, Kaoru, Sasuke, Asuka, Kouji, Rouji and one new main-character - the drag-queen Yuuta.
Saiko Kawasaki is 18 years old and studying in “Tokyo University of the Arts”, he’s a freshman (first year student). He had/have an older brother, Kaoru, who disappeared when Saiko was 6 years old. He is currently living with his cousin Asuka. His favourite colour is blue and he totally loves chocolate bars!
Kaoru Kawasaki / Kaoru Nakamura
Kaoru is 26 years old and working as the boss of the local Yakuzas. He was picked up by the Asami-twins when he was 14 after an accident that caused his memories to disappear. The only thing he remembered was a little boy called Sai-chan. He is currently living as an adopted son in the Nakamura household.
Asuka Kawasaki is 23 years old and (secretly) dating Masaki Sukonatte. She is a famous model and often using her work as an excuse to see her lover. Despite living with, and taking care of her younger cousin, she’s avoids being at home.
Sasuke is 18 years old and Saikos best friend. They have known each other since kindergarten and also been in the same class up till third year in middle-school. He is a member of “Saikos fanclub” were he is the club president. He also has a secret crush on Saiko since they were small.
Kouji & Rouji Asami
Kouji and Rouji is 28 years old. Kouji is four minutes older than Rouji and often using it against the other. Even through they were the one to find Kaoru when he had disappeared, they feel very indebted to him and think of him as a little brother.
Yuuta Nakamura / Yuuki Akiramo
Yuuta is 25 years old and a friend of Kaoru’s. They have known each other ever since Kaoru got adopted into the Nakamura household. Yuuta says himself that he is born into the wrong body and cross-dresses as a woman. He calls himself ‘Yuuki’ while in woman-clothes.
Hi to all my fans, and everybody who has supported me.
After a lot of thinking I’ve decided to start over with the story and let it take another turn since it seems like my writersblock never will disappear. The story will kind of follow the same imaginary storyline, but I will change a few things. But the main-characters will still be the same.
I hope that you will continue to follow me in the future as I really need your support.
Thank you for everything and please look forward to the new story about Saiko and Kaoru!